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6 days ... I'm already dreaming of the chicas I am hunting for. Some done, some new. Starting to occupy my thoughts ... disrupting important things, like work.

I am tempted to look through backpage ads ... but once I see the photos, I am reality-checked into what next week holds for me, and how much better it is over the ads I just looked at (and got sick from).

Itchin' !!! Wanna go!!! Doin' the pee-pee dance here!!! Me wanna fukka chica !!! Now!

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bypassin' kinky, and usin' the whole chicken!!!

its going to be memorable

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im way deep into nothing special
riding the crest of a wave breaking just west of hollywood

Undoubtedly....but also sad and significantly memorable.....as we each self disclose via the message board......a failed relationship ending up in divorce which meant there were high expectations once, yada, yada, yada. Bluntly, for me, it explains why DwarfMan is so gung ho on killing his soul via the route of purchased intimacy. Once the light bulb comes on....that one must shift from purchased intimacy fantasy thoughts (and hopes) to simple carnal knowledge purchases one protects one's real self.

A lifetime of fuccking whores MAY be acceptable to the simpleton with no internal dialogue and a total inability to self-criticize; but most certainly even the most base of "men" come to the realization it is what it is. Expectations grow increasingly lower to the point where one finally concludes "Is it really worth it?"

Dwarf has bragged about his quantum physics background and employment.....perhaps the day will come when Dwarf realizes that's all fuccking whores is....a simple formula with an ultimate and all inclusive answer that never changes.

Too, commenting on the thread of others who are divorced: What a burden it must be to continue to have to deal with that failed business relationship decades after the fact? Screw the fact there may be a kidd involved.....that kidd's an adult eventually.....are "we" holding onto the deepest cut that we had that keen expectation of ".....forever and ever....amen..." and it turned into snakeyes.....because, indeed, IT is a crap shoot.

Just more questions seeking reasons.....

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"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the over-compensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn't nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand."
- Aldous Huxley, Brave New World, Ch. 16

What a buzz-kill! Lol

I think Steven1 should be on a anti-monger site.
Red

...that should read "....on AN anti-monger site....".

And just exactly why is that, Red? Steven1 is not against mongering in any way, shape, or form, having participated in same for well over 35+ years. However, I see it for what it is, nothing more and nothing less. When expectations are grounded a carnal experience is to be had by one and, maybe, all. Expectations lead to disappointment and disillusionment.

There is another thread on the message board about the reality that any and all are, in the final analysis, seeking out validation and the healing power of the "human touch" and that "human touch" is more than just physical. It rarely, if ever happens.

Why buy the cow when you can get milk for free......? So many married and "involved" members it's laughable. Their own choice was to place a mill stone around their neck early on in life and for what? Self enlightenment? To advance their careers and have the look of legitimacy? Because it's what they thought they were supposed to do? I dunno.......that's each individual members cross to bear....not mine. Steven1 saw very early on during the hey day of hippiedom that a connection with one person for ever and ever amen was simply not in the cards for Steven1 (and perhaps anybody....). So many leading these lives of quiet desperation; so alone and yet surrounded by wife and Ch*ldren and "family". The good thing is the apple don't fall too far from the tree....so hows about members with daughters providing the digits for them prime pieces of fruit or as Harvey Keitel noted about Jodie Foster in the seminal film Taxi Driver, "...like a little piece of chicken...."?!!

Every chica or tart or bird of the night is some guy's daughter (or sister). That's a good thing. However, sometimes, I do wonder what the members who sired daughters would think if their precious little angel turned to "the business" to make a living? Would so doing make it easier or more difficult for them to "monger"? Want your sister in the business? Every time you like at a homie constantly wondering, did she sell it to him? blah, blah, blah....

Well, I see it's nine minutes past medication time. Gotta go....

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"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the over-compensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn't nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand."
- Aldous Huxley, Brave New World, Ch. 16

Steven1, a word that seldom shows up on a monger board, is the piece of the puzzle you seem to be missing: LOVE!

As for the whole 'daughters' thing: a parent's job is to instill their sense of values and morality into their Ch*ldren. Some K*ds reject it. Fine. Let them live the life they desire. It is clearly what you have done, and most of us as well. Of course, none of us wanted (or expected) the negative experiences that come along with the pursuit of happiness, but that's life.

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bypassin' kinky, and usin' the whole chicken!!!

It seems like Steven1 must be looking in the mirror and writing down what he sees.

Wow! It seems tough to be you my friend.

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Slut Puppy in Training

Is low self esteem a prerequisite for being a good Ho or is it a result? ;-)

Perhaps. Then again, there IS an objective reality. One can pretend all day long it does not exist, but exist it does; and how. And, the sooner one accepts this reality the easier the obtainment of lessons in carnal knowledge only grow. San Jose is but a speck on the map of bought and paid for carnal knowledge. It is still a half way decent place for schooling too.....even "advanced schooling". However, the first lesson to be learned is to accept the concept of objective reality and paying for pusssy is what it is. Steven1 asserts a good many aren't paying for pusssy....they're paying for romance. Test results have come in and said students get a big, fat F-. You pay for the tart to leave after you've had your lesson in advanced carnal knowledge obtainment. The lessons cost exactly $0.00. No novias in carnal knowledge school; no favoritas in carnal knowledge school; no "wifing up" in carnal knowledge school.

Concluding, You're welcome.

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"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the over-compensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn't nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand."
- Aldous Huxley, Brave New World, Ch. 16

Wow! Steven1, you may want to send a PM to Greengo and ask him what meds he's taking. They may be the same as yours. You guys are sounding more and more alike. You must be taking some strong stuff to make you so delusional and simultaneously intense.

If you can lighten up on your attitude, I bet you could write some really funny shit.

Smoke more dope and unlax. Just puff, puff, pass.

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Slut Puppy in Training

Is low self esteem a prerequisite for being a good Ho or is it a result? ;-)

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"If you dont think women are explosive,....drop one."

I understand it as well
you can pretend that part doesn't exist but like anything else you can do in excess it has its pitfalls
and the truth is we are emotional animals no matter how much you think you have it bottled up
but i just meant i was certain BD's trip would be memorable
prolly depends on the level of intoxication

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im way deep into nothing special
riding the crest of a wave breaking just west of hollywood

In the end, all that matters in life are the relationships you form. The relationships you have with parents, Ch*ldren, spouse, friends, co workers, putas, define your life. If you have no relationships then you have no life. If you live alone and have no friends, that's your fault. You need to work on that aspect of your life.

Mongering is like eating ice cream: it's damn good going down, but it's all empty calories. We should all enjoy a little ice cream now and then, but need a well balanced diet to back it up.

again, perhaps. My experience over a lifetime is that the bulk of these "relationships" are shallow, hold little depth, and when the it's time for the rubber to meet the road, you're, in the final analysis, on your own. Oh, you can fool yourself that you've a "ton" of friends but my strong suggestion is the bulk of 'em wouldn't think twice in abandoning you in your moment/time of need. You're lucky if you can count on one hand the REAL DEAL relationship that is worth the time of day; one that is based on mutual blind faith and trust; as well as one that is unconditional. The bulk are tit for tat or the "....what's in it for me...." type. No thank you.

At least with birds of the night, one can be most certain what the true nature of the relationship is built around and this knowledge is empowerment.

The metaphor of the infamous BOYD of this message board is the rule, not the exception, to the types and depth of relationships I believe most people fool themselves into thinking are true and genuine. The vast majority will not risk their "station in life" (what would the other club members say about them if it were made public they were helping another club member who was now publically showing/revealing his utter failures???) to get you out of some ridiculous jam you've managed to get yourself into. Most relationships never get "tested" so their lack of depth and true shallowness are never really tested. Thus leading that life of quiet desperation.

"And now she's with one of my good time buddies/And they're drinking in some cross town bar/Sometimes I feel like I've been down to the whipping post.....".

Yup, them "...good time buddies...." are the most insidious of all and to be avoided at all costs.

"The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline towards the religion of solitude."

If you've wasted your life on the pursuit of money and career and success; have a divorce or two under your belt along with the offspring to further weigh you down and prove your own foolish decision; if you wake up in your 50's and begin to wonder where you went wrong; that you had followed all the conventionalities you were taught to follow (career; marriage; family; club membership(s); business associates; etc. and finally begin to wake up and conclude that it was all a big joke), you've little time left to make sense out of the non-sense and joke of a life you've created for yourself and had been leading before that internal dialogue finally began to break through as you realize you have nobody to blame but yourself for not walking to the beat of your own drum once you left "home". Nobody gets a "do over" and when you start trying to create your own "do over" via the world of "mongering", you're walking down the wrong path. It's a dead end road.

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"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the over-compensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn't nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand."
- Aldous Huxley, Brave New World, Ch. 16

It's a harsh world fools:

"After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music."

Rappin on mustbfun.