Orange:
From what I have read in your posts, there is no doubt about the love that you feel for your woman. I'm sure from what I have read that the same could be said about her to you. Your relationship need not, nor cannot, be explained, just admired. You are fortunate to have found each other. There are no accidents in life.
With American women, it is not only the Gordita Gringas that are sorry. My ex, still has a great body for her age (it pains me to say anything decent about her). Her idea of fun is running 6 miles in the loose sand at the beach. Being an NP, and in the medical field, she has taken good care of her body. While she has a nice a**, she has a huge mouth.
To paraphrase an old saying:
It doesn't matter about the size of the woman in the bitch, but about the size of the bitch in the woman.
For me, being single again is like winning the lottery. I can do what I want, when I want, spend as much as I want, and answer to no one. I don't care if y'all know my real name (Steve), for I have to answer to no one. At this advanced age, I only have about 15-20 decent years left. I intend to make the most of them, with as many ladies as possible. If I die with a nickle in my pocket I screwed up!!

For me, it is about NEXT!!!!
See y'all in a couple of weeks.