ositoDelNorte wrote:
I'm divorced twice now. And went broke each time. All I really want in life is to have a wife who has sex with me every night and every morning. And every other afternoon. But with the state of the society and the laws so leaning toward woman, I know that is never going to happen. And I want to stay far away from marriage or even a live-in girl friend.
It is one of the reasons I moved to Costa Rica. To be in a place where prostitution is affordable and legal. Plus the girls are much hotter here than the states.
Recently I met a hooker that blew my mind. I met her and her friend in the Sportsman's Lodge for a hot threesome. When I was giving her a massage and her friend was in the bathroom, she checked to make sure her friend wasn't watching and then quickly turned around, grabbed me, and put me inside her without a condom. It was only for a moment, but was utterly mind blowing.
After that, I invited both of the girls to come stay with me in Jaco. I told them I didn't have money for sex, but that they could stay at my house for free if they were coming to Jaco to work. She has come twice now and her friend once. It has worked out mostly well with some free sex. (except a little money for taxis)
The first time she came to stay with me, we had the most passionate sex that I've had in a long time. She gave me deep passionate kisses and seemed to not just enjoy, but beg for everything we did. And she didn't blink about non using a condom the entire time. The second time she visited, she stayed for two nights. We had sex the hot times, again without a condom. I haven't had sex this good since I was first married.
Here is the problem. I can't get her out of my head. I think about her every night. I know it is the amazing sex. And I know the strong connection I am feeling is due to the lack of a condom and her feeling so natural and receiving whenever I touch her. And I know that a "relationship" is that last thing that I need. But that doesn't stop my biological thinking.
Tonight I went into town to find another women to Phuck her off my mind. But she was terrible. Typical give you one story when you chat with her and then everything changes when you get her back to your room. Mechanical sex and asking for more money with upgrades. Her attitude once we started was so bad I could barely keep hard and almost didn't finish.
Unfortunately this is just messing with my mind more. And makes me fantasize more about the mind-blowing woman who I wish was here to have proper sex with right now.
I truly feel like I have the devil and angel sitting on my shoulders. The devil telling me to indulge my feelings and go with it regardless of the consequences. And the angel telling me to stay away, deny my feelings, and find a way to forget her to avoid the inevitable consequences that will be financially and emotionally devastating.
Has anyone else been here? I am going mad? Should I stay true to my convictions and avoid any entanglements? Or is serving my id more important?
How do I shake these feelings and continue to Phuck my brains out without getting wrapped up like a woman?
You been with 30? You big stud!
Kidding, I avoided Jaco last week because of the drama with a few chicas, once she doesn't need you for something money/place to stay and you try to stay friends most will show you their real personality
A few I know are 110% sociopaths and the guys they are "dating" now saved me more then money.
They will block you on WhatsApp when they find captain save a ho, if you don't block them first.
I do understand the pair bonding had a few girls stay with me last week, no money. Even got buzzed starting making out with two puta friends inside HDR.
Doing this shit being single sucks sometimes, find a real GF or one with an open mind.
Good luck