BashfulDwarf wrote:
yeah, but some have had that, been burned, and now simply want an arms-length, by-the-hour love affair. And some can manage both at the same time.
After a year, I still don't know what I am really after.
Yeah, I'm not always sure what I'm really after either. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the phucking and would rather pay for it than have all of the drama needed here in the U.S. On the other hand, I do greatly enjoy the GFE and would prefer to have it for more than an hour or two. The thought of eating dinner or listening to music or dancing with a pretty, young, and affectionate chica for an evening is quite appealing. I'm not looking for a relationship per se, but I guess I'd prefer something in between. Don't mind paying to help her out, but try to avoid the hardcores.