Texasrolex says:
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You are the old rich guy with the hot young girlfriend. Now, I'm not saying there's anything wrong with that... but let's not K*D ourselves about what's going on here. It's not "love." And to suggest it is, is simply self-deception. You've spent a total of ... what... maybe 15 days with this girl?
You're in love with the way she makes you feel. And she's in love with the way your money makes her feel.
Enjoy it for what it is... a relationship with a puta. Albeit one who doesn't work the bars.
I agree with you 100%. I know what this is about. When she told me it was not about the dinero, she only wanted me....I did not believe it. But she said it so convincingly and it was so sweet that I had to reward her for the actress job. I even told her during the conversation: "tu muy buena actriz." She said no...but I knew better.
You are right, I am being played. Problem is...I like it sometimes. I like the act she puts on....even though I know it is bullshit. I know when she is turning on the bullshit....and I know when she has it turned off for some reason. Today when I called her there was NO enthusiasm and she had nothing to say. She was very distant. Again...she was playing me. She wants me to say...."don't worry about it....I'll still help you."
It's OK...I get the game. Where guys make a mistake is when they actually believe it for awhile, and the chica can rip their heart out. I don't ever let that happen (at least not yet). I did let the Cristal thing go on for too long....I should have ended it way before I did....but I learned from that one. I really like this one, but I know this is temporary and I'm not gonna let her get to me. I may help her out a bit....and maybe I won't.
But I know this. On my next run down south....I will find more hot latina action. It is simply too easy....too available...and too awesome to pass by. I can't be a one-chica man. Help me...I think I am becoming Vegas Bob!